This week was the end of my tenth year working in the UK Civil Service.
I didnāt have this on my bingo card. In fact, it very nearly didnāt happen at all.
I planned to be teacher. I applied to TeachFirst. I even got the job! It all fell apart when they told me Iād be teaching GCSE English. I was adamant that was not my path and I jacked it in.1 Not long after, I found myself in the basement of 100 Parliament Street in an assessment centre for the Civil Service Fast Stream instead; hoping to get the chance to work at the intersection of technology and public policy.
Iām not sure how I got in
As far as I understand it, I actually failed the assessment process but they let me in anyway. A āqualified acceptedā, I think they called it. A few months later, I was over-dressed, over-eager and with a lot to learn; reporting for duty at the Department for Education.
Nowadays, Fast Streamers are forcibly moved around the system every 6 to 12 months. Not back in those days: it was more of a ābuild your own grad schemeā vibe. Like working with LEGO, but less stable and less fun. For me, it worked perfectly; giving me a chance to go after the things I thought would accelerate my career and excite my brain the most.
Over the past 10 years, Iāve worked in the Government Digital Service, the Government Equalities Office2, the Department for Digital, Culture, Media and Sport and, now, the Department for Science, Innovation and Technology.
Iāve worked for ministers and for senior officials. Iāve negotiated an EU Directive on behalf of the UK. I got legislation through Parliament. Iāve worked on ground-breaking research and written flagship policy programmes. Iāve led multi-million pound programmes that have had a real impact on peopleās lives. And thatās just the tip of a decade long iceberg: the bits you can see from outside the system.
Of course, the day job is not the only thing Iāve had the privilege to be involved with. For as long as Iāve been a civil servant, Iāve been involved with the Civil Service LGBT+ Network; spending the last two years as chair. Iāve worked with hundreds of talented, passionate individuals who want to make the Civil Service a safe place for LGBT+ people to work.
The work and the people
10 years wasnāt the plan, but thereās a stickiness to working in the Civil Service that I hadnāt expected. There are many, many reasons to not want to work in the Civil Service3, but there are two powerful reasons to want to: the work and the people.
I came to the Civil Service to get to work at the intersection of technology and public policy. The work drove me towards the Civil Service, and it has kept me here. Iām proud of everything Iāve delivered and grateful for the opportunity to work on it.
But itās not just the work, itās the people.
Iāve been incredibly lucky to work with some brilliant people. My managers have been exceptional;Ā without exception. Theyāve mentored me, helped me to build on my skills, nurtured my talents and enabled me to get on.
I came to the Civil Service for the work, and Iāve stayed because of the work and the people.
Am I a āliferā now?
I certainly never set out to be a āliferā but I am one, for the moment at least. Iāve no idea whether Iāll still be in public service by this time in 2033; but the last 10 years has been a brilliant journey, and wherever I end up, Iām sure the next decade will be too.
Footnotes
I studied politics and economics at university, and English was both my least favourite subject at A-Level and my worst grade. Why on Earth they thought I would be suitable to teach it is beyond me. ↩︎
The GEO moved around a lot due to Machinery of Government changes whilst I was there; technically I worked in the Department for Education (again), the Home Office, the Department for International Development, and the Cabinet Office (again) in just a 3 year period! ↩︎
Reasons that are for discussion over drinks, in private, and not on this blog! ↩︎